Thursday, June 14, 2007

Nuts!

Anybody who knows me knows that I am that annoying OCD type who checks everything twice and makes lists to remember to check the lists I've made to make sure everything is in order. When your as anal as I am, losing your mind sucks, and I've lost it big time.
It started out with little things that I would forget at work...forgetting to put in PRFs and ARFs for upcoming jobs and then even when I put in the forms, I would forget I did it. Now I'm suffering from CRS (can't remember shit) big time. Last week I went to a friend's house upstate and totally went the wrong way. I knew I was going the wrong way, yet I was following mapquest directions and ignored my gut instinct (which I never do). And then when it came time to leave his house, I went the wrong way again!
Tonight, I lost my car and house keys. I think I might have left them on the bus this morning, but who knows! The last time I thought I lost my keys (at Home Depot) they were IN MY HAND as I frantically searched through my bag in the parking lot while Frankie stared at me blankly thinking is she serious? After picking up a spare key at my parents' I came home and dumped out my bag with no keys to be found. Now anybody who knows me knows how stressed something like this can make me.
Is it because work is busy and I have another big show coming up? Is it because I haven't been feeling well? I don't know! And even if I did know, I probably wouldn't remember! Honestly, I don't even know if what I'm writing right now makes sense. I've gone over the edge, big time.
I think I need a vacation.

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